you love me, eh?

i am not proud of what i have done, but i am not sorry about nor ashamed of it either. . i am only sorry that it has to be you. . and it has to be like that. .

hhmm. .

i am up early again. .

my eye is starting to get better. .

im starting to feel better too. .

for some reason i felt like i was in the slump in the past few days. .

but im okay now. .

maybe. .

boracay's a week away!!

来週の週末に友達とボラカイに行く待てない。 。

この予定は、まだウパルタで働いていた時の予定だ。。

やっと、皆で行ける。 。^^

ワクワクしているよ！！。 。

like a snake

いつかあなたは、ゆっくり床に這う。 。

蛇のように。 。

early morning thoughts

i am up so early today.

bet i'm gonna have a helluva headache later on.

i wonder what michael is up to in baguio right now. . is he in someone else's bed? it's cold up there. .

mai mai in canada. . is she mopping floors at mcdonald's or something? i'm sure she misses home like hell. .

aubrey with baby gab. . is she waiting for a call or even just a text message from james abroad? it never comes, does it, my friend?

lorgin at arvie's apartment. . was she with ray at the duckpin alley last night? she's really doing well being a very good friend to him. .

joelaine. . when will she fly to america? naive as she is at times, i admire the strength of character she possesses. .

annie with her little angel. . does she smoke around her? she shouldn't. .

killian in korea. . has he been waiting for me on skype? i know how much he really wants to talk to me. .

ford with his newborn son. . does his delight from his baby's face get stronger each time? he flooded my email with his baby's pics. .

takeshi in japan. . is he also up early like me? he's always up this early, for work. .

my mom at home. . is she still battling with her grief over my father's passing? i wish i were there with her. . damn this sore eye. .

my brother. . is he contemplating what to do with his life? i am glad he has started making decisions on his own, for the better. .

my elder half brother in tigbauan. . does he feel alone? i can be there for him. . i care about him, too. .

father. . are you watching over us? i miss you. .

is this a sore eye?!

my right eye is feeling kinda funny!!

it's red and a bit swollen. .

is this an irritating case of a sore eye?

i'd like to think it's just some sort of an insect bite. .

one that's done by a tiny unforgiving bug while i was in deep slumber. .

because. .

im not getting any sore eyes, not now.

not this month.

NOT EVER!!!!

can i say fuck? or shit? or both?

fucking shit!